X-rated....

Was on a rampage to self destruct desperately.. Went to cycle furiously on my exercise bike non stop for about 15 minutes, before my chest really stung..

Cool off and still felt nothing is working, went to some sites to view some "things"..

Was a totally stupid move..

Proposal

Dreamt was in some really cold country some time back.. Dreamt I proposed..

Sigh.... irritating....

I need to control my dreams

enough said.. Ahh.. Even though I think about her less coz i was so busy.. Why am I still dreaming???? URGH.. God help...